28.2.05
oh no
i slept pretty soundly considering what is going to happen in the next few hours.maybe i shall entertain myself by watching the oscars.i had a dream that my tv had a mini explosion but it was still in good working condition.and i scored an 8.8 is my favourite number.let everything be okay.pls.
26.2.05
and i forgot to add..
i finally know who airport guy is.
lotsa love to nurul cos she happens to have the slenger pics as well..you rock.i stone.
heart you babe.
lotsa luck for mon!
lotsa love to nurul cos she happens to have the slenger pics as well..you rock.i stone.
heart you babe.
lotsa luck for mon!
words
i want to paste the walls with words.of sayings.i watched wicker park today and the guy had this wall full of stuffs.kind of like your memory wall.eek.i think that sounded corny.
results are coming out tomorrow tomorrow.everyone pray now k.my cuzins are having a bet on how much i get.one is betting that i'm getting 23.screw them.better be joking!
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i heart yesterday.that was because it has been ages since i went out in a whole big group of girls.and guess where did we go?GEYLANG.yes.all the way to tanjong katong complex to accompany fai to go get her peterpan cd.and i have a confession to make.i'm in love with them too! the band i mean.god.the cd-thanks to my best cuz for lending it to me-is awesome.the guy is hot.(:
then we semangatly go macs to go sign up for the memebers thingy so that we can go get free food using the points system or other.then halfway janna met her negro friend.thick lips.ick.k,mean.
so.
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this week has been good.been skipping lectures and going for macs breakfast and having a wild time getting lost in tampines cos we took the wrong bus to school.took loads of pics and i received a gift from my angel!<3 its this big purple heart with wings and hershey's chocs.yum.
its a bit sad to be parting from all my mates in tp as i have already made up my mind on where i want to go and most of them are intending to either stay there or to go elsewhere.huh.sob? we played a hilarious game of charades during gp where i swore mr lee is gay.i bet he made up the story of him being married!haha
then me and zakiah kept on ketuking and making disgusting faces about her. but cant help it lah.
gonna miss 05A06 ):
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can i ramble for awhile.
ihateitthatmatsandminahsareusingbloggertheirenglishishorridasifmineisonicebuttheirsisworsetheyhavenothingbettertotalkaboutthenhoworwhereandwhnetheyslackandplaycardsandhowmuchtheymisstheirbabiesandwhatfuckingshitanditdisgustsmetoseethisgirlionceregardasmyfrienddoittooandicantbelievethatiactuallycameacrossthierblogherguyisshitassbythewayandtothinkthattheyevenfuckingsetmeupwithbusstopguyishouldntevenbecursingthembuticanthelpitshesuckssobaditellyou.
phew
results are coming out tomorrow tomorrow.everyone pray now k.my cuzins are having a bet on how much i get.one is betting that i'm getting 23.screw them.better be joking!
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i heart yesterday.that was because it has been ages since i went out in a whole big group of girls.and guess where did we go?GEYLANG.yes.all the way to tanjong katong complex to accompany fai to go get her peterpan cd.and i have a confession to make.i'm in love with them too! the band i mean.god.the cd-thanks to my best cuz for lending it to me-is awesome.the guy is hot.(:
then we semangatly go macs to go sign up for the memebers thingy so that we can go get free food using the points system or other.then halfway janna met her negro friend.thick lips.ick.k,mean.
so.
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this week has been good.been skipping lectures and going for macs breakfast and having a wild time getting lost in tampines cos we took the wrong bus to school.took loads of pics and i received a gift from my angel!<3 its this big purple heart with wings and hershey's chocs.yum.
its a bit sad to be parting from all my mates in tp as i have already made up my mind on where i want to go and most of them are intending to either stay there or to go elsewhere.huh.sob? we played a hilarious game of charades during gp where i swore mr lee is gay.i bet he made up the story of him being married!haha
then me and zakiah kept on ketuking and making disgusting faces about her. but cant help it lah.
gonna miss 05A06 ):
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can i ramble for awhile.
ihateitthatmatsandminahsareusingbloggertheirenglishishorridasifmineisonicebuttheirsisworsetheyhavenothingbettertotalkaboutthenhoworwhereandwhnetheyslackandplaycardsandhowmuchtheymisstheirbabiesandwhatfuckingshitanditdisgustsmetoseethisgirlionceregardasmyfrienddoittooandicantbelievethatiactuallycameacrossthierblogherguyisshitassbythewayandtothinkthattheyevenfuckingsetmeupwithbusstopguyishouldntevenbecursingthembuticanthelpitshesuckssobaditellyou.
phew
20.2.05
blackpaintedtoenails
yesterday was good.(: went out with sha,arafah and sha's cousin to temasek poly nyer open house.i have so decided that i will be going there.yup.i hope that my points are good enough.the course that i want only allows like 13 pointers.those that does not meet that has to go for a seven dollar interview.i wonder why we must pay ah?
anyway,i have to say that i love it there.i dint wanna go home!heh.i just wanted to chill at the bridge there and look down at the band with the hot drummer boy.the wind was great too.though i am not so sure how i am going to survive poly life,i have my friends with me.dad is scaring me though.i really really hope i do reasonably well or else he is so gonna scream.oh fuckwit. be still my beating heart.i've been thinking back on how i have done my papers.i thought everything was okay except for chem.chem is always horrid.but u may never be too sure right?i thought i did badly for prelims but i managed a 15.but that was the same during psle.i got too complacent.i hope i did okay.i remembered last minute studying for chem.oh shit lah.
*prays to god.
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apparently my lovely came down for a visit.his name means pure of heart.suci hatinya.oh boy.(:i think mom is pmsing.she has been in a bad mood ever since.wonder why.i guess its because we have to shift over to chai chee to go keep my granpa company.my life is going to change drastically.i still can't bring myself to call her arwah.and everytime i will go 'are we going to nenek's house?' as though she is still alive. but she isnt.now,we are having weekly ngaji sessions.she has to be so proud of us.but isn't it a pity that this all happens when she is gone instead of when she was alive?
i'm not grieving,i'm just..wondering.
i keep telling myself that maybe i wasnt close to her.but,i was.in a way.she loved me and i loved her.maybe we should showcase our feelings more often.sigh.
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its such a warm lazy sunday.i'm thinking of skipping school the whole of next week but i know that that is not acceptable.my dad will screw me i tell you.oh man,i am gearing myself up for the inevitable lecture.there is no way that i will be able to score a ten.or twelve.oh shit lah.this is so gonna bug me.how fast time flies.this is it man.oh shit lah!sorry,can't help it.heh.
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did i mention how hot keaunu is?man,there was this scene when it showcased his stomach and i was like HOT and the guy one seat away was like PHWOAR.he's so mysterious.
arafah has already classified the kind of guy i like and it all boils down to one particular person.or maybe one particular hairstyle.but yeah.the airport guy looked like that it guy that looked like the yishun guy which looked like tt guy.i so need to get a life.but the airport guy happens to be in tp too and i think he recognises me.at least,i'm aware of him.very aware actually.which brings me to the point if i really want to leave tpjc for tp.
i think that being in tp is good because i would already be exposed to the line of work that i want to be in.where else in tpjc,i am only going there for lit and well my friends and the airport guy.not really worth it huh.plus,being in tp means that i do not have to ever ever again take p.e.
but being in poly also means that i have to start all over again.making new friends and everything.i already have a group there.man.i'm not literally torn in half,i'm already leaning more towards poly life.i need to discuss it with my parents but one is pmsing making the other one mad.not exactly the ideal family to have when u need to take ure results soon huh.
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i dont know what i'll do if i fail.this.is.it.
anyway,i have to say that i love it there.i dint wanna go home!heh.i just wanted to chill at the bridge there and look down at the band with the hot drummer boy.the wind was great too.though i am not so sure how i am going to survive poly life,i have my friends with me.dad is scaring me though.i really really hope i do reasonably well or else he is so gonna scream.oh fuckwit. be still my beating heart.i've been thinking back on how i have done my papers.i thought everything was okay except for chem.chem is always horrid.but u may never be too sure right?i thought i did badly for prelims but i managed a 15.but that was the same during psle.i got too complacent.i hope i did okay.i remembered last minute studying for chem.oh shit lah.
*prays to god.
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apparently my lovely came down for a visit.his name means pure of heart.suci hatinya.oh boy.(:i think mom is pmsing.she has been in a bad mood ever since.wonder why.i guess its because we have to shift over to chai chee to go keep my granpa company.my life is going to change drastically.i still can't bring myself to call her arwah.and everytime i will go 'are we going to nenek's house?' as though she is still alive. but she isnt.now,we are having weekly ngaji sessions.she has to be so proud of us.but isn't it a pity that this all happens when she is gone instead of when she was alive?
i'm not grieving,i'm just..wondering.
i keep telling myself that maybe i wasnt close to her.but,i was.in a way.she loved me and i loved her.maybe we should showcase our feelings more often.sigh.
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its such a warm lazy sunday.i'm thinking of skipping school the whole of next week but i know that that is not acceptable.my dad will screw me i tell you.oh man,i am gearing myself up for the inevitable lecture.there is no way that i will be able to score a ten.or twelve.oh shit lah.this is so gonna bug me.how fast time flies.this is it man.oh shit lah!sorry,can't help it.heh.
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did i mention how hot keaunu is?man,there was this scene when it showcased his stomach and i was like HOT and the guy one seat away was like PHWOAR.he's so mysterious.
arafah has already classified the kind of guy i like and it all boils down to one particular person.or maybe one particular hairstyle.but yeah.the airport guy looked like that it guy that looked like the yishun guy which looked like tt guy.i so need to get a life.but the airport guy happens to be in tp too and i think he recognises me.at least,i'm aware of him.very aware actually.which brings me to the point if i really want to leave tpjc for tp.
i think that being in tp is good because i would already be exposed to the line of work that i want to be in.where else in tpjc,i am only going there for lit and well my friends and the airport guy.not really worth it huh.plus,being in tp means that i do not have to ever ever again take p.e.
but being in poly also means that i have to start all over again.making new friends and everything.i already have a group there.man.i'm not literally torn in half,i'm already leaning more towards poly life.i need to discuss it with my parents but one is pmsing making the other one mad.not exactly the ideal family to have when u need to take ure results soon huh.
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i dont know what i'll do if i fail.this.is.it.
14.2.05
v-dae
i have made my decision and i will stick with it.nothing you or anyone can say will make me change my mind.(:
no more balls.beside,she's scary!
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i dated my cuz today.we bought so much stuff!heh.went round tamp and cs.still unable to find the cd that i want but oh well.i have nothing substantial to type about.heh.
here's a leaf.would u accept it?
i'm off to batam.
miss me?
can't you see that its just you and me?
pure sunshine of melted gold.
no more balls.beside,she's scary!
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i dated my cuz today.we bought so much stuff!heh.went round tamp and cs.still unable to find the cd that i want but oh well.i have nothing substantial to type about.heh.
here's a leaf.would u accept it?
i'm off to batam.
miss me?
can't you see that its just you and me?
pure sunshine of melted gold.
6.2.05
death
my grandma passed away on tuesday morning.i was on the way to school when i got the call.thanks wanqi for being there.(:
everyone is pretty much okay now.there were alot of laughters but there were tears too,specially when we do tahlil at night.
tomorrow is going to be her 7th day death aniversary.
its that fast.man.and to think that two weeks ago we were at sarawak together.cherish your loved ones deeply.
i think her death is a kind of a wake up call.cos after it all i see people being nicer,kinder and praying.you also see people that you have not seen for so long.everytime, i will always see her wrapped in white lying down on the floor while the family members give her a final kiss. and her graveyard.
i was always thankful that i have not experienced death,that it will still be so long that one of my family members would go but there you have it.buried 7 feet underground.
she will always be remembered.
everyone is pretty much okay now.there were alot of laughters but there were tears too,specially when we do tahlil at night.
tomorrow is going to be her 7th day death aniversary.
its that fast.man.and to think that two weeks ago we were at sarawak together.cherish your loved ones deeply.
i think her death is a kind of a wake up call.cos after it all i see people being nicer,kinder and praying.you also see people that you have not seen for so long.everytime, i will always see her wrapped in white lying down on the floor while the family members give her a final kiss. and her graveyard.
i was always thankful that i have not experienced death,that it will still be so long that one of my family members would go but there you have it.buried 7 feet underground.
she will always be remembered.
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